2024 was the year I stopped being just a working musician and started building a portfolio. Not for vanity, but because I finally understood that if I wanted to step out of the small leagues, I had to act like I already belonged elsewhere.
The biggest milestone? Obviously, finishing my doctorate. That was the turning point. But alongside it came a steady flow of arranging gigs - for Nanyang Poly, Musical Touch, High Notes - writing for everything from concert bands to jazz big bands to string ensembles with rhythm sections. Quietly, things were levelling up.
The wake-up call came while I was mid-set at a generic bistro gig. I had the letters “Dr” in front of my name.. and I was comping behind a singer for a horribly written song. That was the moment. I knew I had to stop saying yes to easy cash and start saying yes to things that actually built something.
Hardest part? Walking away from the money. The low-effort gigs pay so well. Meanwhile, some of the most artistically fulfilling things I did this year actually cost me. But you can’t have it both ways. Lesson learned: don’t overcommit, especially to things that don’t feed the long game.
If I had to sum up where I’m at now in one word: clarity. ie., less noise. More direction.
Recently, I had the opportunity to present at the fifth conference of the International Network for Artistic Research in Jazz (INARJ), held at the Koninklijk Conservatorium Brussel under the theme “Pl
This year’s Chinese New Year was meant to be a short reset. I took a few days in Phnom Penh with my wife to step away from marking, proposals, and the quiet strategising that comes with building a lif
Last week, I had the opportunity to facilitate an IN-depth module at the University of the Arts Singapore titled Artist as Futurist. Although UAS provided the workshop content, the experience resonate
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